Why can't I make anyone see?
That I am scared to take care of me.
It is to others that I have always given,
There were the reasons I kept on living.

Everytime, I seem to let them down,
Then I have to pick myself up off the ground.
Then one day, I lost all strength and love,
And decided to join the angels from above

I'm not sure, what saved me that day,
Someone was there to take me away.
I saw them there with my own eyes,
Then my body slowly started to rise.

I felt no hurt and I felt no pain,
Nothing to lose, yet nothing to gain.
The Sweet Sound of music all around,
Not a care in the world, completely unwound

The big fluffy clouds in the bright lights,
At the end of the tunner, to end the fight.
Ah, so nice to live in a land of eternal peace,
Then, I opened my eyes and it all came to cease.

No more angels, music, or magical wings,
Just worries and heartaches and hurtful things.
No more clouds fluffy, big and white,
A constant struggle from morning to night

It all came back, the hurt and the pain,
Everything to lose, still nothing to gain.
For every day that adds a worry or a demand,
I know I'm one step closer to that Magical Land.

Written by Sandi Jones

This poem is not to be copied without prior permission.
We would like to thank Sandi for allowing us to use her poem.

midi playing : "Like an Angel passing through my room" by Abba